Raisinberry made a pretty interesting comment to me on the last thread. I say “interesting” because I have no idea how else to describe it. Here ya go:
Oh I am definatelty talking about you–even tho you knew that and you are SOOO good at pretense.! There is no disention..Everybody knows I am talking about you—-you lead these women into an atmosphere where they have become accustomed to your particular need to be supreme..You use vulgarity and intimidation as your smoke screen. You are just the “tracy” you detest… It is YOU who we see as the sorry victim. It is amazing to us that you do not see your similarity… we can not do your online counseling…but–since you think you are so “authentic”-then these words should resonate—YOU are a child of the most high God. You have lost your way. You have invested yourself in the pursuit of getting things “right”, you have forgotten that each one-has a piece of the ultimate conclusion…You have out stepped your bounds, daughter, and you know i love you and always have…it is time to stop making others responsible for your own failings. Go ahead and mock–or listen. If you mock this outreach is to your pain, then you are a foolish woman – yet i expect you to fully mock all things related to a belief in God. until i grant you faith…decide today and live in hope–or do not. Either way, these daughters will go on without you. This is your message, Believe? Or deny.
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After I read this, I just had to bring it over to it’s own thread so I could really try and understand it. I even whipped out the dictionary (well dictionary.com) because I want to make sure I “get it”. Maybe I can rewrite some of it to make it more understandable, cause I gots to tell you bitches, I don’t get it. So here’s my rewrite :
“Yes I am talking about you even though you knew that and you are so good at pretending. There’s no disagreement. Everybody knows I’m talking about you.”
Ok, a little aside. Raisin claimed she wasn’t talking about me on her own blog. Here: http://afterward.wordpress.com/2007/09/18/i-dont-get-this/#more-42
And I quote, “Gee Duh? guilty concsience? I wasn’t talking about you.”
Anyway, she goes on to say that I have a need to feel supreme. Because you know, I’m always telling you guys what to do. Like:
Think for yourself.
Stop following people blindly.
Think about what you say.
I use vulgarity and intimidation as a smoke screen? What, so people don’t see how fabulous I am? Seriously, could I trick you guys into thinking I’m a good person by cursing and pushing you around? Seems a silly to me.
Then Raisin starts referring to “us” and “we”. I have no idea who these other people are. Voices in her head perhaps? And I’m the victim. So I’m the supreme ruler who is the victim of whom exactly? Geez, this posts just leaves me asking so many questions. I feel like I just got finished watching a foreign art film.
Now, we start getting into the “you are a child of God” bit. My personal favorite line in this part is “you have invested yourself in the pursuit of getting things “right””. Um, yeah. Duh.
Then I don’t know if Jesus is actually speaking through Raisin or what, but she claims to do a few things that only God himself can do. Like grant me faith. Really Raisin? YOU are going to grant me faith? Have you even read the bible?
In the end it seems I have a choice. I can believe what Raisin has told me, which equates to believing that Jesus Christ is the son of God and is my personal savior, OR I can deny what she has said to be true and burn in hell for eternity.
Well, I have to tell you guys. If Raisinberry is going to be in heaven, I do NOT want to go there. See you in hell Tracy!